With everyone reeling from a "family town meeting" a few nights ago, my mom is still pissed off at the three of us, but mostly at me for using my credit card to charge a pair of 276.00 shoes (not 300 mom...270 - give me some credit here - I know how to find a deal)...
The thing that pisses me off is that one of the three girls - Caitlin - always switches sides when she's being yelled at...She's very bad at being loyal sometimes, at least with me - sometimes she's on emily's side and the both of them hate me...and sometimes, she hates emily and we gang up on her, so i guess i know how that feels...but still..it's sort of ridiculous that she tends to switch sides so often and it pisses me off...
Anyway - I don't understand WHY in the world my mom is pissed off at me especially because i have the means to pay off this fucking bill right now (well -i'm just about 20 dollars short, but we won't say anything about that)...I also paid off my electric and my heating bills this month for my apartment which is the ONLY reason I'm short - I don't care about emptying my bank account to pay her back...
But her argument for that is going to be well i find time to pay for your apartment and all the other things you have...sometimes i wish i had saved up since i started working at places so right now i could be so financially dependent they would all never have to worry (or see me) again...
I think my plan right now is to stay in Boston and work there for a long time - I want to stay there - i don't want to come home, and the only reason I would do so is for holidays and for to see Mark, who would hopefully come up to visit me somtimes...I would also make enough money to go see him in Myrtle Beach or wherever he is...
I just don't understand why my mom is upset - I have a 4.0 GPA - PERFECT GPA, I have 2 jobs that i'm working in the industry i want to be in, and I work really hard, and I'm paying her back for this...and she's pissed off today because she has to drive me to work - sometimes i swear she's just as immature as Emily...
And I can't understand what the problem is...so dumb...now when i try to talk to caity she's just going to be pissed and not take a side, so it's not worth talking to her at all, and the only person i could conveiably talk to is mark but he's going to be at work...lol = so basically i'm SOL...
is my life the only thing that's going wrong? I had an aircheck with the PD of the radio station at my internship today and he basically told me that everything that i'm doing at WERS is wrong, which basically aided in me making up my mind that i do NOT want to go into on-air even though they probably won't hire me without doing some on-air stuff... dumb.
my rant and rave is over - i'm done and now im just going to sit and be depressed till i have to go to work this afternoon...
See ya...
Friday, July 18, 2008
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